I know it was another unforgettable event of my life, but, i'm sure, i'll forget it very soon, as, i've got no other option.
Entering the examination hall, with full zeal, to give it ma best shot, and ending up with a better (and not best) one... Is it all that deserves these many taps on keyboard to quote such a marathon post at this place? Pals no, this is not the reason, but yeah, i admit that it was a link or kinda seed or the driving factor behind all that, which took place there on 17th april.
Writing examination has never been a daunting task for me. However the ambience and the fellow examinee, sitting around, make it a hell or heaven for you most, often in my opinion.
I don't know, whether my purpose to write this post would be fulfilled or not, but, with honesty in its entirety in my heart, I wanted to convey my message to those two ladies who went mad at me, apparently, without any reason. If by the grace of the almighty God, you come across my words, I, at the onset, would sincerly apologise for spoiling your post examination cheer, and later that, a big thanks to both of you... Wait a second, I'm gonna make it clear why.
But prior to that, i request you to spare an extra moment. I don't know, how did i offend you duo. We normally tend to get outta the tensed environment of the examination hall, once we submit our answer sheets. I'm not any exception to this. Being at the beginning of the row, i left my place after handing over the answer sheet, and headed all the way towards the exit, and subsequently was stopped by the invigilator, and i obeyed, stopped at the door, which was closed and by that time you people too headed towards the same exit. I alongwith other guys, was waiting for the green signal to leave the room and it all took around 40 seconds. Those 40 seconds were so lengthy for you that you couldn't resist yourself from doing those girly things, that irritates, probably, one and all, specially boys. But WHY WAS I THE TARGET? WHAT WAS MY FAULT? All i did was, i sought permission to move out in English, where probably more than 85% of the candidates were conversing in either hindi or their regional dialect. IS IT AN OFFENCE? If yes then i plead for a proper justification.
As per your words, those arrowed towards me, i was trying to grab everybody's attention. Ma'am, it has NEVER BEEN MY INTENTION to grab someone's attention, and frankly speaking, not even in case of (any) girl(s). I'm really very sorry, but if this was the reason behind your anger and those piercing words for me, i won't agree with you. I even invite my friends out here, who know me, to say, and explain, was i really guilty anyway here? You tell, and i assure, if justified, i'd abide by your judgement.
Well i appriciete your viewpoint at some place, as you clearly and properly described my personality, and which is true also. I know what i'm, how i look, i appear, and everything i posses. I've been working on it, but the effects of the place where you hail from, the kinda education you've got, the environment you've spent your initial life in, are inherent and i don't know, whether they can be removed or not. You deserve kudos for such a brilliant observatory skill.
You people deserve thanks, as you made me crush the sprouting thing in my Heart, that had started to grow by leaps and bounds in last few couple of weeks. You were right, i don't deserve to do this. And why should I? If this is how you ladies think and react, when we boys have no intention like that, then, i'm better being alone. Its better to not bring a representative of your gender in my life. You duo made me re-realise this. I would be able to focus my full attention on the things i'm supposed to do, now on. Thanks a tonne for your awakening words.
Life can be kept busy in lots of things. I've a huge pile of books to study. Later that, facebook, twitter etc can make you forget that you live in a world, whose, people like you are a part of. I've friends to die for, family to survive for, and my responsibilities to strive for.
Do i really need anything else to think on?
If i have the combination of all these then i must not worry or repent or take words of people like you any bit seriously. But still, it hurts when you are barely criticised in public. It does. You never know what your words may mean to one, and its effects... Just for an example, the great war of Mahabharata was fought due to a couple of words said by Draupadi to Duryodhan. Relax, i'm not gonna wage any war like that cuz i'm not Duryodhan. I'm JP, a simple man, a part of the crowd who are most often refered to as mango people. Still trying to lay the foundations of my career and life. But one thing fr sure, I'd definitely become a misogynist for one more time.
Entering the examination hall, with full zeal, to give it ma best shot, and ending up with a better (and not best) one... Is it all that deserves these many taps on keyboard to quote such a marathon post at this place? Pals no, this is not the reason, but yeah, i admit that it was a link or kinda seed or the driving factor behind all that, which took place there on 17th april.
Writing examination has never been a daunting task for me. However the ambience and the fellow examinee, sitting around, make it a hell or heaven for you most, often in my opinion.
I don't know, whether my purpose to write this post would be fulfilled or not, but, with honesty in its entirety in my heart, I wanted to convey my message to those two ladies who went mad at me, apparently, without any reason. If by the grace of the almighty God, you come across my words, I, at the onset, would sincerly apologise for spoiling your post examination cheer, and later that, a big thanks to both of you... Wait a second, I'm gonna make it clear why.
But prior to that, i request you to spare an extra moment. I don't know, how did i offend you duo. We normally tend to get outta the tensed environment of the examination hall, once we submit our answer sheets. I'm not any exception to this. Being at the beginning of the row, i left my place after handing over the answer sheet, and headed all the way towards the exit, and subsequently was stopped by the invigilator, and i obeyed, stopped at the door, which was closed and by that time you people too headed towards the same exit. I alongwith other guys, was waiting for the green signal to leave the room and it all took around 40 seconds. Those 40 seconds were so lengthy for you that you couldn't resist yourself from doing those girly things, that irritates, probably, one and all, specially boys. But WHY WAS I THE TARGET? WHAT WAS MY FAULT? All i did was, i sought permission to move out in English, where probably more than 85% of the candidates were conversing in either hindi or their regional dialect. IS IT AN OFFENCE? If yes then i plead for a proper justification.
As per your words, those arrowed towards me, i was trying to grab everybody's attention. Ma'am, it has NEVER BEEN MY INTENTION to grab someone's attention, and frankly speaking, not even in case of (any) girl(s). I'm really very sorry, but if this was the reason behind your anger and those piercing words for me, i won't agree with you. I even invite my friends out here, who know me, to say, and explain, was i really guilty anyway here? You tell, and i assure, if justified, i'd abide by your judgement.
Well i appriciete your viewpoint at some place, as you clearly and properly described my personality, and which is true also. I know what i'm, how i look, i appear, and everything i posses. I've been working on it, but the effects of the place where you hail from, the kinda education you've got, the environment you've spent your initial life in, are inherent and i don't know, whether they can be removed or not. You deserve kudos for such a brilliant observatory skill.
You people deserve thanks, as you made me crush the sprouting thing in my Heart, that had started to grow by leaps and bounds in last few couple of weeks. You were right, i don't deserve to do this. And why should I? If this is how you ladies think and react, when we boys have no intention like that, then, i'm better being alone. Its better to not bring a representative of your gender in my life. You duo made me re-realise this. I would be able to focus my full attention on the things i'm supposed to do, now on. Thanks a tonne for your awakening words.
Life can be kept busy in lots of things. I've a huge pile of books to study. Later that, facebook, twitter etc can make you forget that you live in a world, whose, people like you are a part of. I've friends to die for, family to survive for, and my responsibilities to strive for.
Do i really need anything else to think on?
If i have the combination of all these then i must not worry or repent or take words of people like you any bit seriously. But still, it hurts when you are barely criticised in public. It does. You never know what your words may mean to one, and its effects... Just for an example, the great war of Mahabharata was fought due to a couple of words said by Draupadi to Duryodhan. Relax, i'm not gonna wage any war like that cuz i'm not Duryodhan. I'm JP, a simple man, a part of the crowd who are most often refered to as mango people. Still trying to lay the foundations of my career and life. But one thing fr sure, I'd definitely become a misogynist for one more time.
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